Whelp.. it's that time of year again. I turn 19 tomorrow. I find myself not being excited about my birthday anymore..I can't tell if it's because I have matured more, or people really just don't care. I guess that childish 'I feel special today' has ended. I have never had friend come over for a Birthday party, nor do I go out with friends. I guess I feel a little forgotten by my own family sometimes. It's just another day, I happen to be born on.

There has been just to much crap going on to be excited, I am worn down and depressed. The Summer is turning more into a nightmare then a vacation. It was one bad thing after another, losing our dog, My step father has no job, and he might have cancer, everything we need for camping is missing, and my step father can't find the bloody title for the Camper, so we can't get it registered and get new plates on it, My room is a HUGE mess, and my father is coming up to visit in a week, and just recently; we are losing our modem; it's dying, and we can't afford a new one at the this time. Plus, no more new TF cartoons on Saturday! Life sucks right now.